Thursday, July 06, 2006
I'm glad nobody reads this.
I just need a place to dump. This is not the usual political stuff (if once every two years can be considered "usual").
My life is a country song.
My glasses broke. My computer monitor broke. My lawnmower broke. My marriage continues to be broke. We are broke. My career, while not exactly broke, has the brakes on. My stomach has been broke for about the past week, and I'm not getting any sympathy (not that I necessarily deserve it - I'm not doing much to fix that particular problem). The kids are good, but broke as usual. A while back, my car broke, but that's already ancient history. I still live with a low-level, background-noise sense of impending doom.
All I seem to have lately is faith. That's not really broke, and I still feel like I can say "gam zu latovah - this, too, is for the good." It's all just so exhausting.
Ok, thanks for listening.
I just need a place to dump. This is not the usual political stuff (if once every two years can be considered "usual").
My life is a country song.
My glasses broke. My computer monitor broke. My lawnmower broke. My marriage continues to be broke. We are broke. My career, while not exactly broke, has the brakes on. My stomach has been broke for about the past week, and I'm not getting any sympathy (not that I necessarily deserve it - I'm not doing much to fix that particular problem). The kids are good, but broke as usual. A while back, my car broke, but that's already ancient history. I still live with a low-level, background-noise sense of impending doom.
All I seem to have lately is faith. That's not really broke, and I still feel like I can say "gam zu latovah - this, too, is for the good." It's all just so exhausting.
Ok, thanks for listening.
